Losing Myself..

Boom The Cat
Boom The Cat Posts: 482
edited November 2005 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
when I look in the mirror, I dont see my reflection...

...Im not a part of me


When I talk, I dont hear myself.. its just a random voice.

Oh It really isn't easy...

...going back to me again,

I'm lost in a delusion...

..and Ive ditched all my friends.


I was being something Im not..

..It was eating me away

no real me, just a persona,

..and I was being forgot

Oh its always better being..

..the person that you are.

Dont kill your uniqueness..

be your own star..



I'll tell you what it's about later :)
no matter where you go,
there you are.

- brain of c
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  • Boom The Cat
    Boom The Cat Posts: 482
    well waddya think?
    no matter where you go,
    there you are.

    - brain of c
  • Ms. Haiku
    Ms. Haiku Washington DC Posts: 7,389
    the willow touched ground
    in the autumn
    but by the spring
    it was happy to be green, again.
    There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous
    The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
  • twin1
    twin1 Posts: 902
    Best to be just yourself, even if you have to hunt around for a while to find that person...
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • EvilToasterElf
    EvilToasterElf Posts: 1,119
    It sounds like you're coming down off of a bad trip...maybe that's just me though
  • Boom The Cat
    Boom The Cat Posts: 482
    Basically, I can't remember who it was but I really used to aspire to be someone, I mean its good to idolise someone, but I wanted to look, talk,think and act like this guy and thats what I did, and instead of thinking normally I'd be like "What would ______ say now?" and think, then say what they'd say, and I did this so much I was acting just like them.

    But then I came to my senses, with the help of Courduroy (the song) I thought, "Im losing the real me here" so after ajusting to things, I was just myself again. It just shows how someone being themself is the most unique thing a person can do. everyone is different.
    no matter where you go,
    there you are.

    - brain of c

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