From the Bottom

Kovo

Taking back what's mine,
My pride, my faith, my time.

I've got no more promises to give,
No more chances to miss,
The little left is mine,
I'm taking back my time.

You've taken enough,
Almost nothing left at all,
You didn't even thank me,
You just let me slip and fall.

You may see more from where you stand,
But I see things clearer from where I lay.
Finally at the bottom, I see you and what you hide,
I see you clearly, I've seen enough.

lovin kind

because i feel its importance to my heart
i found a friend in the darkness
with so many questions
and so many loving people
where do i start rebuilding this life
when all i know is crying to get out and free
its lighting the path for me
yet still there are so many questions
they scare me

violet ray

love this, kovo

violet ray

now i have the tool song in my head

bottom

My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded,
and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly.
I'm on my knees and burning.
My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire.
So smell my soul burning.
I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy.
I have swallowed the poison you feed me ...
but I survive on it,
and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed..
and I feel ugly, and dead inside.

Shit adds up at the bottom.

You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild
what's broken.
Too much, too far, too late to lie down now.
I must arm myself to fight you
by making weapons out of my imperfections.
It's all I have left.
There's no other choice.
I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and noone now.
But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked.
I'm naked and fearless.
But I'm dead inside.
You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside.
Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive
at the bottom.