Decided
Kovo
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She found comfort in the arms of another man
Before I had even let go of her hand.
She had cried her tears and said good bye
Before we even failed this try.
She knew what would happen, this she hid.
And since she knew it would, it finally did.
So why was it that she chanced our time?
She had already decided her fate and mine.
And why was it that she turned it on me?
I held no key to her locks, she was free.
Yet somehow she said I had been the cause,
That it wasn't my words, it was my moment of pause.
So I'm doomed to think how things could have gone,
And I'm doomed to never know what I'd done wrong.
Before I had even let go of her hand.
She had cried her tears and said good bye
Before we even failed this try.
She knew what would happen, this she hid.
And since she knew it would, it finally did.
So why was it that she chanced our time?
She had already decided her fate and mine.
And why was it that she turned it on me?
I held no key to her locks, she was free.
Yet somehow she said I had been the cause,
That it wasn't my words, it was my moment of pause.
So I'm doomed to think how things could have gone,
And I'm doomed to never know what I'd done wrong.
I shouldn't have to fight a battle I'll never win, just to lose those I've never had.
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