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I Shouldn't

KovoKovo Posts: 255
edited September 2006 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
I shouldn't have to write this.
I shouldn't have have to read "In Loving Memory Of" above a picture of my best friend.
I shouldn't have to feel like I've lost myself as well.
I shouldn't feel like I've become what I've hated for so long.
I shouldn't face the blame of what I've never changed.
I shouldn't have carried on for so long with so little.
I shouldn't have stopped carrying on.
I shouldn't be able to forget what's important to me, but it slips further away each day.
I shouldn't have to think that I'll die a little more everyday, when I should be living.
I shouldn't have to fight a battle I'll never win, just to lose those I've never had.
I shouldn't have to look for what I lost when I lost all reasons to keep looking.
And I shouldn't have to rant on about things I shouldn't have to do.
I shouldn't have to fight a battle I'll never win, just to lose those I've never had.
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Comments

  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    are you listening?
  • KovoKovo Posts: 255
    I think I know what you mean, but I'm not 100% sure. What am I listening for?
    I shouldn't have to fight a battle I'll never win, just to lose those I've never had.
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    you shouldn't
    you said it yourself
    so..

    don't :)
  • twin1twin1 Posts: 902
    this was touching Kovo and very heartfelt frustration...I feel for you :)
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
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