Thoughts of Change
Banana-Rama
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So today, I began my new life
I put my pen down
I closed my book
I tried to clear my head
Of everything that happened
It sure was alot to take in
It is hard to understand, to fathom why things happen
Why things turn out like they do and did
I went from fighting personal demons to ones that were very real
Then personal and then real again
The world was cold and then I found warmth to it
I found my happy place
It was taken
I felt robbed
I was selfish and still am, I think that at least
My arms still have the scars of my past
Of lives I have lived
Of roles that I played
This was the end of just another chapter of life.
A comedy, a drama, a horror and everything you could imagine
Every one rolled right into one thing.
Each one playing a tiny part in the major picture.
Anger & Hate, Lonliness & Resentment, Love & Loss
To me the marks on my body are just souviners of my past
I can honestly say that life doesn't give happy endings
At least not for everyone
I stare out at the city
I watch people
The person in front of me probably won't live to see her 35th
Death is the ulitmate end.
People fear what they don't understand.
Yet it is the one thing that we will all go though
One time or another
I can say seen it more than enough times.
3 Innocent lives that probably ended up saving mine
All cut short. Was it my fault? No.
Could I have changed what happened? Probably not.
Someone once told me something, it has eased my mind
"You just learn to accept things, things you cannot change"
One thing I argue about the motto though
If one accepts change to soon, who would be there to make a difference in the world
I put my pen down
I closed my book
I tried to clear my head
Of everything that happened
It sure was alot to take in
It is hard to understand, to fathom why things happen
Why things turn out like they do and did
I went from fighting personal demons to ones that were very real
Then personal and then real again
The world was cold and then I found warmth to it
I found my happy place
It was taken
I felt robbed
I was selfish and still am, I think that at least
My arms still have the scars of my past
Of lives I have lived
Of roles that I played
This was the end of just another chapter of life.
A comedy, a drama, a horror and everything you could imagine
Every one rolled right into one thing.
Each one playing a tiny part in the major picture.
Anger & Hate, Lonliness & Resentment, Love & Loss
To me the marks on my body are just souviners of my past
I can honestly say that life doesn't give happy endings
At least not for everyone
I stare out at the city
I watch people
The person in front of me probably won't live to see her 35th
Death is the ulitmate end.
People fear what they don't understand.
Yet it is the one thing that we will all go though
One time or another
I can say seen it more than enough times.
3 Innocent lives that probably ended up saving mine
All cut short. Was it my fault? No.
Could I have changed what happened? Probably not.
Someone once told me something, it has eased my mind
"You just learn to accept things, things you cannot change"
One thing I argue about the motto though
If one accepts change to soon, who would be there to make a difference in the world
"If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend" - STP
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"Frugality without creativity is deprivation." - Amy Dacyczyn
Proud Supporter of the CAROLINA HURRICANES. GO CANES GO!!!
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Esther's here and she's sick?
hi Esther, now we are all going to be sick, thanks