I Want to Kill Myself, But Would Hate to Die.

reeferchief

So little to live for but not enough to die
why must I arse fuck myself into this depression?
digging my hole deeper, aint no mole
just my own grim reaper, keeping myself alive
filling me full of false hope, dreams of sorting it out
never gonna fullfill them, always going to kill them
in my own useless way, pluging away pluging away
my days get darker every morning I awake
I sink deeper, feeling more helpless
someone take me from my walking grave
release this haunted slave, too many mistakes
too many regrets to be happy
too many opportunities gone astray
aint no climbing back from this one
the depth and circumfrence to great to escape.