Paranoid Head Trip/Gone Too Far

reeferchief

You hide,
but you leave a bit sticking out
because, secretly,
you want to be found
you've hid from everything, from everyone
for so fucking long
and now your just a little curious
and you've begun to fear,
that what your hiding from
is really you
could it be, could it be
that all along
you had it so wrong
so fucked up an wrong
so you stand straight,
for the first time
the first time in a long time
and you take a walk, down the hall
you get to the mirror
and you stare at your reflection
and you break down and fall
fucking up your life now
fucking up everything you had
now it's all gone
and theres
nowhere to run
nowhere to hide
up in your head
you are your own prisoner
victim of your own feelings
and now theres no one left
to save you...

...Yeah you chased them all away
with your eratic behaviour
dysfunctional flavour
they wanted no more
nothing to do with
seen others before
could'nt go through with
again
another so stupid
to waste this life again
what did you think
they'd stay and be your friends
when all you do is moan
and care about yourself
yeah you and no one else
your own worst enemy
yourself.

Being Enlightened

This one made me think that some people just don't have the heart or patience for other people when they're going through hard times (self-hate times...). I think a good friend sticks with you through thick and thin. Mind you, if all you ever do is self-centred, then you can't expect to have good friends.

Thanks for sharing.

"Don't surround yourself with yourself"- YES, I've Seen All Good People