Fragile/Feelings denied

reeferchief

A puncture in my feelings......... seeping out is my heart
a fracture in my memorys......... redundent is my smile
since you upped and left me
vacant is my style
empty and careless
I'm left wretched and in denial.

Fragile..... Blackened heart...... dented mind
once I cared..... now I'm blind
fragile....... wishing it was still there
the love we shared.... warm and kind

A distance from your presence..... why did we grow so apart?
a reason, I cant see it....... never argued or ever fought
it's starting to perplex me
scratching for an answer
confused and devastated
I'm left looking in my bottle.

Why did it happen?
Why did it end up this way?
Why aren't you beside me?
Why am I, Why Am I feeling
Fragile..... Blackened heart...... dented mind
once I cared..... now I'm blind
fragile....... wishing it was still there
the love we shared.... warm and kind

All we've got now is nothing...... all I wanted was your time
it couldn't be now you made me
Fragile..... Blackened heart...... dented mind
once I cared..... now I'm blind
fragile....... wishing it was still there
the love we shared.... warm and kind.

Being Enlightened

:( Aww, reeferchief!! This one's so sad!!! I felt the confused emptiness as I was reading. Hopefully your heart isn't completely blackened, maybe just a little scorched and in need of a little delicate scraping to return it to it's former glory.

reeferchief

Being Enlightened wrote:

:( Aww, reeferchief!! This one's so sad!!! I felt the confused emptiness as I was reading. Hopefully your heart isn't completely blackened, maybe just a little scorched and in need of a little delicate scraping to return it to it's former glory.

Thanks, I wrote that one a long time ago, I'm happy with my life now, just thought I would share it as I was looking through some books the other day.:)

catefrances

writing is such a release isn't it. good work