Saying goodbye for the final time

reeferchief

I'm feeling this is going to be difficult,
to find what I have to say
I have a feeling it may hurt you,
and I promised that would never be my way
over the years we have drifted,
further apart from where we began
our love back then was so much stronger
now it feels easier to be apart

I'm finding it hard to concentrate
As the tears drain from my heart
this horrible future was never foreseen
now it's tearing me right in half
how could it all get this way?
when it seemed so perfect at the start
I feel I'd be better of dead than this way
your forcing me into a position I dont like to be

You've got me here
I'm full of fear
dont want to be
dont want you near
this is my deepest darkest hour
all the love now turned so sour
and in the recess of my mind
no happiness now can I find

catefrances

that was very good reefer.

reeferchief

catefrances wrote:

that was very good reefer.

Why thank you cate, again this came from the same place as my pressure poem, such a strong disturbing incident, it's evoked a lot of emotions in me.

catefrances

reeferchief wrote:

Why thank you cate, again this came from the same place as my pressure poem, such a strong disturbing incident, it's evoked a lot of emotions in me.

ah yes thank you for the explanation. i was wondering where you were coming from with this one.

imspinnin

Yikes:eek: that's so sad...:(
Words I never would want to hear..but I guess you can't make anyone love you:rolleyes:

justam

reeferchief wrote:

Why thank you cate, again this came from the same place as my pressure poem, such a strong disturbing incident, it's evoked a lot of emotions in me.

What happened?

reeferchief

justam wrote:

What happened?

Nothing to me personally, this couple came into the pub where I worked and were quarelling, anyho after getting their drinks they sat down and you could still hear them arguing, the lady got up to leave the table and walk away and he pulled her back down and forced her to stay sat there keeping a tight grip, and he wasnt going to let go untill me and the boss went over and made him leave.
We then got the lady a taxi and escorted her to it, incase he was hanging around.
Why people think they can treat someone they're supposed to love like that is beyond me.

justam

reeferchief wrote:

Nothing to me personally, this couple came into the pub where I worked and were quarelling, anyho after getting their drinks they sat down and you could still hear them arguing, the lady got up to leave the table and walk away and he pulled her back down and forced her to stay sat there keeping a tight grip, and he wasnt going to let go untill me and the boss went over and made him leave.
We then got the lady a taxi and escorted her to it, incase he was hanging around.
Why people think they can treat someone they're supposed to love like that is beyond me.

Wow. :(

reeferchief

reeferchief wrote:

Nothing to me personally, this couple came into the pub where I worked and were quarelling, anyho after getting their drinks they sat down and you could still hear them arguing, the lady got up to leave the table and walk away and he pulled her back down and forced her to stay sat there keeping a tight grip, and he wasnt going to let go untill me and the boss went over and made him leave.
We then got the lady a taxi and escorted her to it, incase he was hanging around.
Why people think they can treat someone they're supposed to love like that is beyond me.

Sorrry that should be work not worked as this was on Sunday night, I got a shift tonight infact.:)

justam

reeferchief wrote:

Sorrry that should be work not worked as this was on Sunday night, I got a shift tonight infact.:)

We need that edit feature in here!!