Am I...Why?

reeferchief

Maybe
if I did'nt think so much,
about all the possabilities
Things would'nt seem so bad
I would'nt be thinking about why you avoid me
about what has caused you to be like this
why our relationship is failing
no matter which way I look at it,
the problem seems to be me
somewhere, somehow it's gonna be me
I'm going to be to blame for it all
maybe not intentionally
maybe not on purpose
but I'm where the fault is going to lie
like no matter how much I've done
it's what i've not done that is important
the negative merits the focus and attention
no matter how much positive was achieved
it's impossible to win like this
to win your appreciation and gratitude
to make you happy, which you deserve
I'm never going to be capable anymore
like I used to be able, before
What happened?
What made it this way?
Tell me the truth, I need to hear it.