Decay into a Future Happiness

reeferchief

Feeling frustrated, my life so lost
when your so liberated
I see what I'd like to be
but I cant reach
arms stretch, grit teeth
but theres always inch's
between me
and my wants and needs
hearts and thoughts
fade away
further each day
decaying to a residue
useless and wasted
all this desperate
cursing and hating
withering me, wretched
defacating
in my hollow shell
in my hollow shell
once was so innocent
now burning in hell
this fire is rising
catching me
feeling the heat
stinging my body
but this pain dont hurt
it's soothing me
reminding me
I still have feelings
I still have life
there is still hope
buried inside of me.

chadwick

isnt that a kick in the nards or isnt that a kick in the teeth ? thank you for sharing.. i like it..