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violet ray
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just thoughts...its too early to make the words pretty
i'm not going to feel like a piece of garbage you tossed,
i'm much more than what you made me believe
i'm done
all those words i was supposed to believe
and then like a piece of gum under your shoe
or a little gnat you swat away
a pile of dirt
disposed of
without a look
thought
word
180 without a reason
actions speak louder...
well your actions...
ha i'm not going to let you make me believe i'm that worthless
not anymore
i have feelings and a heart
and i deserve someone with the same
and if i never find that someone
at least i know what i have
what i am
what i deserve
not the picture you made me see
not the me you made me believe
maybe one day i'll hate you for your games
right now i'll concentrate on it not being important enough
like a piece of gum under my shoe
or a little gnat i swat away
or a pile of dirt
right now i'll concentrate on getting me back
all of me
even the parts you took over
i'm stronger than that
something i kept forgetting
today is when i start remembering
happy birthday to me.
i'm not going to feel like a piece of garbage you tossed,
i'm much more than what you made me believe
i'm done
all those words i was supposed to believe
and then like a piece of gum under your shoe
or a little gnat you swat away
a pile of dirt
disposed of
without a look
thought
word
180 without a reason
actions speak louder...
well your actions...
ha i'm not going to let you make me believe i'm that worthless
not anymore
i have feelings and a heart
and i deserve someone with the same
and if i never find that someone
at least i know what i have
what i am
what i deserve
not the picture you made me see
not the me you made me believe
maybe one day i'll hate you for your games
right now i'll concentrate on it not being important enough
like a piece of gum under my shoe
or a little gnat i swat away
or a pile of dirt
right now i'll concentrate on getting me back
all of me
even the parts you took over
i'm stronger than that
something i kept forgetting
today is when i start remembering
happy birthday to me.
You ask me to enter
But then You make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what You got
When all You've got is hurt
----
Underneath this smile lies everything
All my hopes and anger, pride and shame
But then You make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what You got
When all You've got is hurt
----
Underneath this smile lies everything
All my hopes and anger, pride and shame
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the prescience
the presense
go girl
start with the goodbyes
:(
But then You make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what You got
When all You've got is hurt
----
Underneath this smile lies everything
All my hopes and anger, pride and shame
no more of these
no more out of body experiences
PINKY?
Please?
I'll promise you if you promise me