that one day

violet ray

before i barked my orders

i needed an ear and your understanding
call it behavior
and you do listen and you do understand, that i know

i needed just an ear, no words or opinions
scout
and you did listen, and you did bite your tongue

i needed some harshness mixed with humor
pasta nazi
and you give such good word

i needed a little bit of reality mixed with kindness
lyre
and you know how to mix it up in the right doses

i needed some encouragement and caring
unseen
and you were there, no matter which way i go, you're there



thank you.

DopeBeastie

oh man...

i needed unending undying faith in hope in all things, whatever they were or were to become

and you held my head above water for months

while I learned to swim






(you should probably wear something big and puffy when we meet, cuz i'm gonna hug the stuffin' outta you when we do...

know that?)


xo

Chad Sexington

more positivity.

DopeBeastie

incredibly

transparent

positivity

DopeBeastie

i made two babies smile today that rocked, too

violet ray

sometimes i think if i didn't have all of you, i don't know what i'd do.

such a nice combo of personalities too...

waiting on that hug PN

JDE-PJ

wow you had a productive day of writing, good job violet.

that's nice.

DopeBeastie

hmm
<thinks to self>
circa spring 2003
pasta: you should write
violet: oh, no way






WAY

Lyre

violet ray

Originally posted by PastaNazi
hmm
<thinks to self>
circa spring 2003
pasta: you should write
violet: oh, no way






WAY

now its more like:

no way
ok what the hell
no way
ok fuck it
oh man, what am i doing?

Scout

you know...my tongue needed stitches from biting it so much


seriously...I'm always here for you hon...that's what friends are for

DopeBeastie

Originally posted by violet ray
now its more like:

no way
ok what the hell
no way
ok fuck it
oh man, what am i doing?

i think your experience and perspective and understanding truly warrants the process of writing about it... for yourself AND for others... i'm very happy you've begun

violet ray

Originally posted by PastaNazi
i think your experience and perspective and understanding truly warrants the process of writing about it... for yourself AND for others... i'm very happy you've begun

hey PN, your sig just reminded me (because of the armor, i guess) of some lyrics someone pm'd me once:


She took everything she owned
threw it out in the rain
walked away from that life she won't go back again
had enough of people's lies enough of their blame
she made a promise to herself she won't get fooled again

Don't know why things come to me and why they disappear
I only know that living changed when she got here
I reached out my hand wiped the rain from her face
the look she gave me stopped me cold held me in my place

When I look into her eyes growing wild
what I see is such a wounded child

No matter what you're hiding
what you want to keep inside you
I am hiding too
and we'll take a step somehow
lay down your armour now
and I'll come to you

I know a fall is coming but it hasn't happened yet
can't believe what I keep inside and what I can't forget
the sun paints the evening sky and then it's gone
I can't say I can save you but I swear I won't leave you alone

Every night I listen to the silence in your heart
I never want to see you that torn apart

No matter what you're hiding
what you want to keep inside you
I've been hiding too
and we'll take a step somehow
lay down your armour now
I'll come to you
come to you
come to you

DopeBeastie

Originally posted by violet ray



I can't say I can save you but I swear I won't leave you alone

aw yeah (:

violet ray

Originally posted by Scout
you know...my tongue needed stitches from biting it so much


seriously...I'm always here for you hon...that's what friends are for

and scout...thank you.
and sorry about all the biting

violet ray

Originally posted by PastaNazi
aw yeah (:

Every night I listen to the silence in your heart
I never want to see you that torn apart


this one too...

and

and...
hell, the whole song gets to me.