do you remember
violet ray
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just about a year ago,
that big 4th of july party i went to?
i drank too much
i was feeling bad...
and you were worried...
you thought maybe...
just maybe...
i had met somebody else
it was hard for you to ask
it took 4 or 5 attempts before you did
it was always that way
but eventually you always said what it was...
eventually.
meanwhile, no matter what
it was always you on my mind
our only contact text and phone
but that was ok
that was really nice,
all the calls...
when i think about it now
i took it for granted i guess
i kick myself now
the beginning of the end
i wish i knew what happened since then
not a poem, just a thought that came to me today
that big 4th of july party i went to?
i drank too much
i was feeling bad...
and you were worried...
you thought maybe...
just maybe...
i had met somebody else
it was hard for you to ask
it took 4 or 5 attempts before you did
it was always that way
but eventually you always said what it was...
eventually.
meanwhile, no matter what
it was always you on my mind
our only contact text and phone
but that was ok
that was really nice,
all the calls...
when i think about it now
i took it for granted i guess
i kick myself now
the beginning of the end
i wish i knew what happened since then
not a poem, just a thought that came to me today
You ask me to enter
But then You make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what You got
When all You've got is hurt
----
Underneath this smile lies everything
All my hopes and anger, pride and shame
But then You make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what You got
When all You've got is hurt
----
Underneath this smile lies everything
All my hopes and anger, pride and shame
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this brings it back
"every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end"
I find myself wondering if people remember LESS
It hurts too much when every absence is proof that they don't.
and, well... I'm allergic to pain, despite my addiction
whatta woyld
xo