school supplies

violet ray

going over the list needed for 1st grade
one item is a pink eraser
do people still use those?
i wish they came in magic giant size
so i can erase your face from my mind
and your words from my memory
the words that made me love you
the words (and non words) that make me hate you
so i can remove your name, the thousands of times it comes up
i see it everywhere, no matter where i turn...
books, people i meet, etc.
even where you live seems to be the topic of everything
license plates, things at work, stories i read
how do i make it stop
everywhere i turn, you are there
but you are not here at all
my days empty and sick feeling
those pink erasers
i wish they came in magic giant size
they just might save my life

Your_endorphin_rush

I could give you a giant bottle of white-out.

or just tell you the punk isn't worthy to breath the same
air as you.

press rewind Violet,back to when you were you and I think
you will find you like what you hear as the rest of us do.

violet ray

Your_endorphin_rush wrote:

I could give you a giant bottle of white-out.

or just tell you the punk isn't worthy to breath the same
air as you.

press rewind Violet,back to when you were you and I think
you will find you like what you hear as the rest of us do.

white out, forgot about that stuff.

no punk, and he should be breathing the same air, in my opinion. chooses not to. and i'm done trying...done taking scraps...not that i even get those anymore.

if i hit rewind, i don't hear a thing..maybe some static. but i do know there was a different person in me back then. i don't know if i want her back, but i know i don't want the one i've become either.