Before I Get Drunk

Cherokee Mist

I said so much thought so much and now, I see that it was not for nothing. You mean everything and we have nothing. No words to say no way to say them. I was waiting for something and "well you know" is what I read. What am I to know? I know that you said you were in love. What does this mean? I thought it was so simple. Yet you wear bands. On your hands. Not on your fingers,
and I see now that I was not to wait for something.

One day we'll see eachother again and you won't know me. Maybe you'll try it all over again. But we both know there won't
be anything to say. You'll be wearing bands and I won't. Maybe you'll take them off. But they will still exist. My heart will always be filled with the dream of you. But reality is that we, never was.

I hope your where you want to be. Inmy mind is where you are
and voices are loud and clear. To never have known you is the biggest regret. And the pain I live with day after day is unbearable."But just one thing before I go. It may not make sense until you've lived through this, but please understand that if I can't be the one with you, that truly.... this is what I feel for you -
You are the best I never had."

C.W.

justam

This is so sad. How can speaking to someone be so complicated?

I must be like a child or simple because I can't understand why people just don't talk to each other when they have feelings.

Why do people get so plugged up that they can't? :(

carpenter_newton

Originally posted by justam
This is so sad. How can speaking to someone be so complicated?

I must be like a child or simple because I can't understand why people just don't talk to each other when they have feelings.

Why do people get so plugged up that they can't? :(

i don't understand it either. but i've been there briefly on occasion. and i've seen it happen all too often with other people.