generation gaps....

ISN

my dad was racist......but he's the person I loved more than anyone apart from my baby.....he was a great man, he worked for the United Nations......he was an alcoholic, and my mother hated him......he gave her and us a good life.....we travelled all over the world......I was the only one he could relate to......the two boys didn't understand.....I dream about him sometimes.....and I'm not sure whether I should listen to what he says in my dreams......he was such a bigot......but so clivvir......I talk to his niece on teh phone......and bewail my 'mother'.....and curse her out.......was this life a blessing or a curse......it was a blessing to go to Thailand and Malaysia......and to talk about Shakespeare at the dinner table, but it was a curse to have a mother who would rather spit in your eye than give you an ounce of love.......that was a curse, but I know she was a real woman, and that's why he loved her.....Dad, honeybunsters, my sweet baby, I miss ya, and always think about ya......ya know it'll be okay.....the witch will die.....and you'll be happy......Daddy, you're my favourite and baby looks like you, even though I was adopted......he's cheeky etc......you brought so much light into my darkness.....Dad, honsters......I miss ya......you died in August......and August will always be your month......etc......

violet ray

lots of emotion there
sounds like a special relationship

here's to august and your dad.

ISN

thx honeybunst3rs......ya know...day ta day is a big deal....comma, but gettin through August to November when my beautiful man-child was born takes it outta me......but ever since I came ta Australia......everything has bin so low-key.......so cleverly relaxed.......I feel like I wanna sympathise with those poor soldiers.......cos for once I'm happy....an when ya happy ya gotta sympathise right?........I jus feel like spreadin the love......and it's so amazing....like Luther Vandross said....or sumptin......heh.....thx 4 ur thoughts......kisses hugs and rude stuff

burtschips

I love my dad too, still think he's a fucker half the time though. Alco Pop!