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pacifier

she wakes every morning
sick with the thought of the day ahead
never enjoying the time that she spends in beds

the blood stops
she knows what's next
but more bills
means more......

deny her thoughts
reject her dreams
she lives in reality

she feels it move as he walks away
just makes it through another day
only looks as far as her next hit
she finds enough to share a trip

in the gutter
mother and child
only each other
only on trial

then all at once all is lost
in a high price life
it was her greatest cost

all has changed
stays the same
too soon returns
her life, her shame

pacifier

Born Under A Red Light
Do What Mama Does
"is This My Daddy?"
She Thinks With Disgust
And Rolls Over......

Wishes She Could Keep On Going

......roll Down The Mountain
Into The Sea

Sink Deep
Deep
Deep

Forget To Breathe
Forget To Grieve

Ali

pacifier wrote:

she wakes every morning
sick with the thought of the day ahead
never enjoying the time that she spends in beds

the blood stops
she knows what's next
but more bills
means more......

deny her thoughts
reject her dreams
she lives in reality

she feels it move as he walks away
just makes it through another day
only looks as far as her next hit
she finds enough to share a trip

in the gutter
mother and child
only each other
only on trial

then all at once all is lost
in a high price life
it was her greatest cost

all has changed
stays the same
too soon returns
her life, her shame

interesting piece:)
allison

pacifier

Ali wrote:

interesting piece:)
allison

thanks. don't know if it makes sense. It does to me, but that is because it came from my head. I've noticed I have written a lot of stuff as if it were a story, cos in my head I see this person and feel what they are feeling and know what they are doing. I don't know if I ever express it clearly though. It's like I have background knowledge that I don't show, at least not clearly, so I can't tell if people would know where I am coming from or not.

twin2

I like it too. It held my interest as well.

Gutterpoet

I think it's fat!!!!

pacifier

Gutterpoet wrote:

I think it's fat!!!!

Hey I just saw that you were on, so I wanted to ask a question. what did you mean by what is quoted here? if you mean like that phat=good thing, I haven't heard that in years.

pacifier

pacifier wrote:

Hey I just saw that you were on, so I wanted to ask a question. what did you mean by what is quoted here? if you mean like that phat=good thing, I haven't heard that in years.

damn, now your gone. oh well.