loss of sense

CodeRiot

i arose today
nothing but a headache
no mind in body
such loss of hope
in not being there
for all the times
a father should

i abuse myself
to prove my point
i'm just like him
reflecting back to you
and i don't want to hurt you
dear god
i don't want to hurt you

but i rose today
to feel nothing
no sense in my mouth
to the taste of the blood
no sense in my hand
as it rolled over her skin
nothing that reaches me
deep within

my head needs something
and something I fed it
now it relies, will lie
to get what it needs
the sweetness of the sin
the addiction setting in
i hope to god
i will never hurt you
like i hurt myself

lovin kind

maybe im gettin better every day
maybe its good for me this way
if i never question why
how much hurt you hold ill never know
when life has given me so much

why do i ask for more
why do i expect more

coachchris

Left me in tears. So much talent to be shared with the world. Hit beyond close to home. :(

lovin kind

and much more than that
i sense from the spirit that this is the gift of your love

justam

lovin kind wrote:

and much more than that
i sense from the spirit that this is the gift of your love

It seems like that to me too.

Ali

so touching...