fixated

CodeRiot

I'm not the kind of person
who can let these things go
they haunt me in the daytime
and the nightmares are like ghosts
you can't believe me when I say
I tried the best I could
to let it slip from my mind
but that would seem so misinformed

I can picture face
I can still feel your prescnence
even thoguh you're gone

I know you're somewhere...

I'm not gonna forget thisa
it's the first in what I hope is many
little interactions that teach me
the lessons I need for life...
I can still feel the world out there
I can still smile wide
I can move just as fast as before
even though I feel weighed down
oh how can this possibly be
how can we live on like this
with no mere understanding
of what it is to be dead

I can picture face
I can still feel your prescnence
even thoguh you're gone

I know you're somewhere
you've always been somewhere
even while our lives went on
you were out there, somewhere


through the smoke and the rubble
I can make out your face
the last moment must have been terrifying
I can't imagine the pain.