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CodeRiot

it's so scary being here
sitting alone inside my head
with all the thoughts swirling around
one by one they all fall down
it's like they said
i'd want out
but i choose life, over death

it's intesity only amplifies it's cause
it's the feeling of a million seconds lost
and you cannot turn away
you cannot fathom anything
it's all inside the train
it's travelling like a bullet
it's everywhere we've been
it's landing on the pavement
a hole as wide as hell
can't hide the scar it's created
it's deep inside us all
it's falling down in pieces
it's the ballot rejected
it's the instant you remembered
all the little lies you told wired into one giant ball
the ghosts of all your childhood dreams
the feelings they find so obscene
the nightmare marked in reverie
the fondness aimed towards the seas
the waves come crash down on me
it's in the blood, the alcohol
the scent of leaves in the fall
it's in you
it's in me

it's what you make it out to be.