t.w.m

ditchdolly

look at him perched up so high
does he know he's so lovely?
does he know what i'd give if it were my life or his?
i'd give

beginning to understand
the misunderstandings
it seems he just doesn't know
how much love there is

how i've looked up to him my whole small life
and we shared at the beginning..same things

i can see he wants to be far away
from what he thinks is dramatic and fake
i can see he wants to know love strong
wants to trust someone so he's not alone..

what hurts so badis he pushes away
once in a while his vulnerability pays off
i sneak through
but i don't want to rip him off,
i've never NEVER do him wrong..
i'm there for him no matter what
if only he'd trust in me

he says he still got issues
and maybe he feels silly cause he does
but to me every word, every thought he thinks
...is gold..

sometimes i feel so useless
if anything ever happened to him
i'd never forgive myself for not being able to do something more.

i feel his desparation..being born in a human man
i want to see him grow old
and save him from lies
and share families love and lives
kills me inside

beyond all and everything
i'll never cease to love and persist
giving..trying..unconditional torment

i can't give up
i won't shut up

one could threaten with cold cold nothing
but i won't
one could try to make him feel the pain
but that's backwards

for my brother
all i'll ever feel and know is love
he's everything beautiful in my eyes
and everything i dream to be

if only he could truly accept
and soak in all the love
from the bottomless well of me

even flow?

Very nice.

ditchdolly

sank u

nailz100

Don't know if this about a real guy or not....but if it is, he is exremely lucky to have someone (you) who holds him is such high regard.

Buru

wow
that's quite an intense relationship you seem to have with your brother...
If I understood correctly your poem

I feel that way about my bro too - I'd do anything to help him/save him from the fall
but he's improved his ways now, luckily