The Grave
hosh1314
Posts: 63
Above the grave
I look at where I once was
They said it’d be much better here
But to me it is worse
I hope in vain
For my every cry has been denied
Was it really that bad?
With the needle in control I had no regrets
For I was numb to the pain I was causing them
But now this guilt is eating me alive
I can't take another night of crying
I just wish I could die
Please take my life from me
I don’t want it anymore
My will has been lost
I find myself asking the man for the cost
I'm back to the grave that I’d once left behind
For I am afraid
I can't take all this pain if I'm no longer allowed to escape
On my knees I plead and I beg
For a little peace of mind
But I guess I was right
I don’t deserve it
I look at where I once was
They said it’d be much better here
But to me it is worse
I hope in vain
For my every cry has been denied
Was it really that bad?
With the needle in control I had no regrets
For I was numb to the pain I was causing them
But now this guilt is eating me alive
I can't take another night of crying
I just wish I could die
Please take my life from me
I don’t want it anymore
My will has been lost
I find myself asking the man for the cost
I'm back to the grave that I’d once left behind
For I am afraid
I can't take all this pain if I'm no longer allowed to escape
On my knees I plead and I beg
For a little peace of mind
But I guess I was right
I don’t deserve it
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