Safe In Suffering
hosh1314
Posts: 63
Searching
Hoping to someday find
That which will set me free
Within my being, pain
Holding me down as I try to rise from this hole
But I won't, for without pain
I am empty
The images won't let me be
Why?
I prayed in vain, for my God turns away
Laughing at my every failed attempt to escape
My joy has gone
My world only exists in my mind
For I am numb to all that is around me
I have nothing but bitterness towards all that care
For without them I could leave
End this miserable life
Are they never pacified?
What must I do for acceptance?
I am wrong in all that I do, in all that I say, and in all that I am
I am tired, my will is gone
I am so very lost
I will remain inside of my hole
It is my shelter
For now I am only safe in suffering
Hoping to someday find
That which will set me free
Within my being, pain
Holding me down as I try to rise from this hole
But I won't, for without pain
I am empty
The images won't let me be
Why?
I prayed in vain, for my God turns away
Laughing at my every failed attempt to escape
My joy has gone
My world only exists in my mind
For I am numb to all that is around me
I have nothing but bitterness towards all that care
For without them I could leave
End this miserable life
Are they never pacified?
What must I do for acceptance?
I am wrong in all that I do, in all that I say, and in all that I am
I am tired, my will is gone
I am so very lost
I will remain inside of my hole
It is my shelter
For now I am only safe in suffering
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so deep in the whole
created in vacuum
substantiated circumstance
led to inject
bliss
rather than seeing bliss
as deep and as natural as
a spring rain fed rock quarry
from which you can jump from the highest precipice
leaving the works behind
screaming adrenalin for a relatively short time
until you hit life's pool
i'm sorry if i come off strong
little bad habit of mine