Rain

blackoceans929

half conscious
don’t know if this is real
am I dreaming or awake?
I am numb yet this piercing pain I feel
am I in two different worlds?
one you love me
two you’re with another girl
wondering if anything you said was true
don’t know how I feel
I love you too much to hate you
yet you break me down inside
slowly I start to crumble
I’m screaming "somebody tell me this isn’t real!"
nobody hears me
guess I like it that way
scared to know the truth
oh how I wish you could feel my pain
the feeling of being left alone in the rain
the rain feels like ice
it just keeps falling down without mercy
the rain like icicles beating down
until I finally fall to the ground
wishing someone would find me
the pain in my eyes they could see
fading away I can barely speak
as the rain pours icicle daggers on my cheeks
completely numb
can’t feel a thing
faintly hearing words
you whispering that pain lie "I love you"
I’m almost beneath the snow
let me say one more thing before I go
how could you?