more noise

fukdup

what i cannot forget
every moment's golden
by far the deepest thing i've reached
it's going back in time

i dream of days of decending
and rememberance
butwhat i have is now
so plant no avoidance

i notice not far from here
are things i've always wanted
weather it comes from above
the storm drains or the haunted

i'm dissolving future theories
of incarnate destruction
people's need for harmlessness
poverty and recollection

how can everything be everything
when memories lay stagnant
purposes flee our concious mind
and perverts lay abandoned

salty memories prove useless
only substance takes me back
new experiences have me realizing
commitment's not all that

proof is in the unloved cookies
tried to tell you all before
this concious mind is lacking
makes me feel like a whore

1023 disease
every time i look
to some it's 11:11 or 12:34
but by 1024 i see
there's no time left for me

decisions i've made...faulty
towers of love lord over me
few and far between
my words begin to lose meaning

all those years of flowing
came to an end in front of me
collide with paranoia,subtley
and agonizing internal authority

whose to blame,
never anyone
just can't accept
the fact it's me

live on...divine...frail humanity..

they see who i need to be
beyond free
condemned again
on top of me
let it out
even if it's not right yet..
some things are better premature
even if they don't believe to be

..sorry me.