forgotten

fukdup

bruises
wanna be over this
so fuckin angry
i can't scream fuckn rip my face off/crawl out of this skin
stifle these insides
somewhere my soul slowly breaks
been crying forever so hard
can't catch my breath
don't think it'll ever stop
suffocate this mess
sick need to murder
what i think love is
what the fuck is love
piece of shit life
useless fucking everything
not anything
tootrivial
so oblivious
why would anyone want to fuck this ugly ass
why would i think they'd love this nasty body
what the fuck am i waiting for
someone to see past it all?
stupid shallow fuckers
disintigrate my soul
having no ideas
i have no control
beauty escaped somewhere before birth
why is it all just shit
this no understanding
and frustration

fuck it
fuck
fuck it all

i forget

Get a tan, man. Chill what I can relate to.