another one (im trying to monopolize this board, hehe)

blueintheface

sometimes i wish i could wear
quotable phrases on my arms
like "my silence knows what your silence mean"
or "love hurts, feed me alcohol"

i figured with these tattoos on my forearm
people wont judge me the way they have
and for those that know me
it could be some form of instant protest
to combat the tribulations and mundaness
of my daily life that i struggle with

anything would be nice to get away from this.
anything would be nice so plant another kiss.

i would love to tell you i love you
but i would then have to admit
you make me completely miserable
so you don't hold power over me

i would love to tell you i fucking hate you
but i would be quick to remind you
that i need you as to make sure
that you don't think of pushing me aside.

ISN

heh....you really right (write) good shit.....too bad you're in chicago......what a horrible place.....I hope your g/f treats you better soon......I like you......and god knows I've been through some bad shit......I gotta learn......ya know?

blueintheface

knockin chicago? ha! i cant speak for the city but the suburbs aren't bad at all. thanks again for the comment. and ya i can dig what you're saying. i guess we all should learn sometime, but its not as easy as that, because i suppose in this kind of stuff learning really hurts. i am sorry you had to go through whatever kind of shit you were thrown into but hopefuly you came out better. thanks ISN