new words for old feelings

blueintheface

I think I would like to give that happiness thing a try
You know see how it works from the day to day
I hear good things

I know that I can’t stand to be with you
But I need to see you as much as I can
Each day I feel like it will get better
With everything I say to you

I have yet to find a real solution
But in reality
I have yet to find a real problem
And I spend all my time searching

I could use a good excuse from time to time
Something to lay my problems on
So they will leave my shoulders
Because anyone that has eyes
Can see my daily strain

violet ray

that happiness thing...sounds good doesn't it.

waiting for it/wanting it myself.



i'm really liking your writings....

violet ray

The Indifferent One wrote:

I like that a lot. I know you must hate the concept of being with someone that you hate to be with, who you used to love to be with (?). Are you trying to get back what you used to have with them yet can't stand their company for something they have done?

it sounds like there's more to it than that though, doesn't it?

i guess blue is the only one that knows

blueintheface

its actually a little different. i love being with this girl, but everytime im with her i end up going home depressed or down about myself because she doesnt feel the same way. also, she acts different around others then she does around me and it hurts me because i dont like her wearing two faces (which is something where i could be considered hypocritical).

this poem was just going over thsoe feelings, knowing i want to be with her as much as i can, and that i wish i didnt have to be sad and such after its all over. i wish i had her.

ISN

you're just in love....and that can be sad sometimes......ya know.....sometimes things tend 2b sad....but not diabolical......they're not normally diabolical......I've always bin sad......but that diabolical shit is over now......so ya could say.....I'm happy about that.....you're in love.....and that can be sad......