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CBBoot
Posts: 28
well, i got together in my mind last week
the fact that i am really drunk
does not distill my thoughts
come to my center ... and stand in my place
i am so selfish
if you knew who i was then i wouldn't have to explain
but you know that
and who i was is not who i am, but they are one and the same
so explain that....
if money was the key then i would have life figured out
unfortunately i know very little
when tommorow comes i will know
it is my curse in my mind and it is always there
and when i sit on the path waiting for that thought..
i come to that realization
i know not the man who knows to much or the woman who tried to hard
i only know myself and what i think to be true
and out of all my falsehoods
i wish that one thought was real,
that life could go on as expected and we could live in this boring
little world with no fear
but my world is surcome with fear,
only once was life perfect and fearless, and it is not what you think
but whatever you think will be right,
not because you think it is, just because that's what it is to you.
i don't talk about what things were or could be
the present is to depressing to miss out on
in my thoughtlessness i have left out my underlying meaning
sorry that will not be explained on this eve
but trust not in the men you know
besides the ones you trust
i will explain to ears that are ready ..and willing
once, a short time ago, my words said things untrue
"we are not close" lies that are procceeded by that phrase.
i am so irrelavant at times, but why do i feel as though ...
nothing. it is nothing
well, haha, the lights grow dim
frustration can only lead to excellence and
mistakes will make perfection
and as i sit and breathe i am comforted by this,
time always exists and never stops
only the people stop
don't ever stop not for a second, not for an hour, not ever,
if you stop then you might as well not exist because you might turn into nothing
and no one is nothing
by now my drather has turned stale
my persistance is old also...but it has substance behind it.
and at that we will have a closing...
thank you
the fact that i am really drunk
does not distill my thoughts
come to my center ... and stand in my place
i am so selfish
if you knew who i was then i wouldn't have to explain
but you know that
and who i was is not who i am, but they are one and the same
so explain that....
if money was the key then i would have life figured out
unfortunately i know very little
when tommorow comes i will know
it is my curse in my mind and it is always there
and when i sit on the path waiting for that thought..
i come to that realization
i know not the man who knows to much or the woman who tried to hard
i only know myself and what i think to be true
and out of all my falsehoods
i wish that one thought was real,
that life could go on as expected and we could live in this boring
little world with no fear
but my world is surcome with fear,
only once was life perfect and fearless, and it is not what you think
but whatever you think will be right,
not because you think it is, just because that's what it is to you.
i don't talk about what things were or could be
the present is to depressing to miss out on
in my thoughtlessness i have left out my underlying meaning
sorry that will not be explained on this eve
but trust not in the men you know
besides the ones you trust
i will explain to ears that are ready ..and willing
once, a short time ago, my words said things untrue
"we are not close" lies that are procceeded by that phrase.
i am so irrelavant at times, but why do i feel as though ...
nothing. it is nothing
well, haha, the lights grow dim
frustration can only lead to excellence and
mistakes will make perfection
and as i sit and breathe i am comforted by this,
time always exists and never stops
only the people stop
don't ever stop not for a second, not for an hour, not ever,
if you stop then you might as well not exist because you might turn into nothing
and no one is nothing
by now my drather has turned stale
my persistance is old also...but it has substance behind it.
and at that we will have a closing...
thank you
i don't need drugs to make my life tragic.....ev
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