#random

sitting alone i talked with a friend
he told me some lies
or what i wished were
so anyway we talked.
i died a little then fell asleep
fading under i dreampt
mostly of things to come
but they were all mixed in the past
hard to tell which is wanted more
voices wake me
realizing it was me i went to the rain
came down heavy.
feeling a need to contribute
i began to cry
i stood for a moment
in this misery or beginning
wishing the world would shine on me
i pulled myself together
and walked to the corner
i hitched a ride
"go east" i said
he told me some lies
or what i wished were
so anyway we talked.
i died a little then fell asleep
fading under i dreampt
mostly of things to come
but they were all mixed in the past
hard to tell which is wanted more
voices wake me
realizing it was me i went to the rain
came down heavy.
feeling a need to contribute
i began to cry
i stood for a moment
in this misery or beginning
wishing the world would shine on me
i pulled myself together
and walked to the corner
i hitched a ride
"go east" i said
i don't need drugs to make my life tragic.....ev
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