How much?
romybian
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Been wondering for a long time now,
trying to find an answer to what I may not wanna understand...
Been looking in between all those lines,
avoiding lonely words eloping from someone else.
Been watching the sun pass through the sky,
wondering why does it never stop.
Been hoping to get to find that door,
And manage to open it without leaving you behind.
But as it has been said, we all walk the long road,
And it looks like this road I can only walk alone.
Been trying not to let go from my room in your heart
But I guess I'm not paying the rent you don't charge.
been thinking, for a while now,
maybe it's time to change directions,
As good as ideas may be,
Actions will alwas be better.
But the doubt... Fuck the doubt...
Of not knowing what's good and what's bad,
Constant question mark,
Permanent regret-attacks...
I'm lying back watching those clouds,
Thinking about how much I can lose,
What I've lost and will earn.
Can't do nothing but complain.
What should I do?
Wich way to go?
Trust my heart, believe my mind, let them both agree somehow?
Pleasure keeps winning the battle...
Keeps pushing me towards your side.
Thoughts being held between 2 choices,
Trying to open my eyes to my life.
What did you turn into?
A stone reflecting no urge to feel.
Locking those worlds leaving no space for air,
Shit, it does make a difference.
Fear keeps rotting it all
Kees you away from yourself...
Keeps you away From us.
And i'm still trying to be the one to shout.
Let you all hear what's been running through my mind
As if someone out there would understand
instead of believing the truth is in their hands.
It's not in mine... That at least i know.
My door has been waiting forever to feel... one... maybe two knocks to set me free.
It's so easy but hard to see.
Would be so helpful but hard to believe.
Never cried it out loud, thought it would make me week.
But, know what' sometimes somehow somewhy, it can make you feel strong...
So here i go, once and for all...
Help Me... I'm beginning to fall.
_____________
Ok, again, I need your help... This is kind of what I want to say but I know it's not well done... Advice?
trying to find an answer to what I may not wanna understand...
Been looking in between all those lines,
avoiding lonely words eloping from someone else.
Been watching the sun pass through the sky,
wondering why does it never stop.
Been hoping to get to find that door,
And manage to open it without leaving you behind.
But as it has been said, we all walk the long road,
And it looks like this road I can only walk alone.
Been trying not to let go from my room in your heart
But I guess I'm not paying the rent you don't charge.
been thinking, for a while now,
maybe it's time to change directions,
As good as ideas may be,
Actions will alwas be better.
But the doubt... Fuck the doubt...
Of not knowing what's good and what's bad,
Constant question mark,
Permanent regret-attacks...
I'm lying back watching those clouds,
Thinking about how much I can lose,
What I've lost and will earn.
Can't do nothing but complain.
What should I do?
Wich way to go?
Trust my heart, believe my mind, let them both agree somehow?
Pleasure keeps winning the battle...
Keeps pushing me towards your side.
Thoughts being held between 2 choices,
Trying to open my eyes to my life.
What did you turn into?
A stone reflecting no urge to feel.
Locking those worlds leaving no space for air,
Shit, it does make a difference.
Fear keeps rotting it all
Kees you away from yourself...
Keeps you away From us.
And i'm still trying to be the one to shout.
Let you all hear what's been running through my mind
As if someone out there would understand
instead of believing the truth is in their hands.
It's not in mine... That at least i know.
My door has been waiting forever to feel... one... maybe two knocks to set me free.
It's so easy but hard to see.
Would be so helpful but hard to believe.
Never cried it out loud, thought it would make me week.
But, know what' sometimes somehow somewhy, it can make you feel strong...
So here i go, once and for all...
Help Me... I'm beginning to fall.
_____________
Ok, again, I need your help... This is kind of what I want to say but I know it's not well done... Advice?
"The joke in your language won't come out the same" (Tom Petty)
I'm no dude! Dudette!
I'm no dude! Dudette!
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