*****Oh Daughter*****

Pearl_Jam_NecklacePearl_Jam_Necklace Posts: 501
edited August 2006 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
*****Oh Daughter*****

Oh daughter... 20 months has come and gone...
and somehow i am still holding on....
i look up in the sky at night....
hoping for an answer or even a sign....

Oh daughter... without you, im not me...
i'm lost and alone i will never be free...
painkillers dont ease the pain ...
when its sunny i see rain...

oh daughter oh daughter i pray...
we'll be reunited again someday...
i wish you could get a message to me...
give me something,anything,so i could believe...

for i fear theres nothing after death..
like it all ends after taking last breath...
just give me some kinda sign...
i know im losing my mind...

i long to see you once again...
you were always my best friend....
oh daughter please give me a sign...
i know im running out of time....

i yearn to see you in my dreams at night...
telling me its all gonna be alright...
telling me there is life after this world..
and that ill be seeing my beautiful girl...

oh daughter i pray that you send me a sign...
i'm seriously running out of time...
i'm making them stupid plans once again...
i need you my daughter my friend....

by k.m.
...It's only after disaster that we can be resurrected...
it's only after you've lost everything ...that you are free to do anything....(Fight Club)

... I'll ride the wave...where it takes me....
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  • i wrote that and it makes me mad to think that that i may NEVER get to see her ,it makes Me CRAZY to think i never got to say goodbye or hold her one more time, i HAVE to have a sign that ill see her again,or i swear im gonna lose my freaking mind..why wont she send me a sign? i used to go to church and thought i believed,.now im not sure anymore.i just dont understand.what kind of universe is this? why take the life of someone so young and loved so much when there are people out there all alone, with nobody and sick and suffering why take the life of a healthy gorgeous 16 year old? why not take her mother instead? i wish that i could sell my soul right now to bring her back,and let me just tell her i love her and tell her goodbye and hold her,then id go straight to hell,theres no peace NEVER when you dont get to say goodbye,its not right,i know i need to quit feeling sorry,but its not about feeling sorry,its an emptiness inside that rips me up, i didnt get to see my daughter ,i didnt get to say goodbye. i feel like it might be worth taking the chance of killing myself in hopes of seeing her again...i cant believe if theres a god,hed send me to hell for taking my life to be with my daughter again
    ...It's only after disaster that we can be resurrected...
    it's only after you've lost everything ...that you are free to do anything....(Fight Club)

    ... I'll ride the wave...where it takes me....
  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    don't you ever feel you need to apologise for feeling the way you do after the loss of your daughter. i have three daughters(and a son) of my own and a grand daughter on the way and i know that if i were in your position i would not be handling it much better. as an atheist i can't give you the answers you require as to why your daughter hasn't given you a sign. for me this life is all we have. and it's what we make of this life that defines who we are as people. i hope that you are able to talk to someone about how you are feeling and i hope that you can find some sort of peace within yourself, though from your post it doesn't seem so. my thoughts are with you.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • PJN,...as a believer that the soul, the spirit, which indeed the personality, the essence of a being, I am sure the love you hold for your daughter will endure thru all that we perceive as time and you will always be close, yet she may seem far away, yet that distance can be traversed in no time at all when your beats for her, and I'm sure hers for you. You may be looking to hard for a sign.

    For my mother who's on the other side, sometime a rainbow, or the breeze in the trees let's me know that she isn't far away, and my thoughts of her make her smile, as I'm sure you likewise.
    Create Good Things........
    Graduate of the School for Sexual Gifted....magna cum loads
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