The Unsent Letter

JaidraJaidra Posts: 57
edited January 2004 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
The Unsent Letter

Dear Eddie,

I am writing you this letter, like your average maniacal fan.

Why do I think you might want to read it? I don’t know.
Sometimes you just discover a connection with someone and the desire to communicate is overwhelming. I don’t want to pester you, but you’ve connected with me. You sent your music and I listened. I felt, probably not what you did when you made it, or what other people feel when they listen to it, but good feelings of my own.

It was a public offering from you, but the only way I can find to respond is a personal one. I don’t expect anything from you, I just hope at some point in time you can read a few of my words and know that I appreciate what you’ve shared. :)

I love your voice and your words.

Your music.

The whole band really rocks. I’ve only been to 2 TO concerts and can testify to that. All so talented. I admire talented people. Everyone has gifts and strengths; talented people make something out of theirs.

I know you don’t need my praise. I’m writing this letter in gratitude. I want you to know how much happiness I get from listening to your music. That is a noble gift.

If I can’t admire you because your lyrics reveal who you are, then I admire you for the ideas and feelings you share with people. (Spreading goodness)

I can’t begin to describe how hard it is to restrain myself from telling you every intimate detail about my life. I don’t know why I feel compelled to make sure that you know me. I am mostly happy just to know that you are out there – wanting good things and connecting with so many people through your music.

Thanks from a fan,

Jaidra

P.S. Of course if it strikes you, feel free to respond, arrange to visit and fall madly in love with me. :)
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Comments

  • cassiacassia Posts: 277
    the BEST way to show our love and appreciation
    is
    to create....
    LOVE
    ART

    and to strive to embrace the environment--Causes
    Eddie and the band believe in.

    This letter is a beautiful beginning....
    but

    truly it is the spirit of the luminous universe that inspires...
    not the man himself (even yes a gorgeous noble and talented one)

    you are ACTUALLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE UNIVERSE
    and guess what

    wow wow wow

    THE UNIVERSE IS MADLY IN LOVE WITH JAIDRA :)


    as a tiny star to your tiny star,
    on behalf of the universe
    i whisper
    iloveyou

    and have a wonderful pearlescent day !~~~~~
  • The letter was nice, if a little too much puppy love, which I'm sure all celebrities are advised by their managers not to answer directly, but Cassia that was the most ludicrous thing I've ever heard.
  • JaidraJaidra Posts: 57
    Too much puppy love? Ok. Touchee. You got me there. Heh. That's why it's unsent. I just really wanted to write it down... thought this forum would be the best place to get it out of my system.

    As for cassia's post, thanks for what I interpret as a positive and inspirational message. The love of a universe can't hurt...
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    love your mind Cassia

    congrats
    Originally posted by cassia
    the BEST way to show our love and appreciation
    is
    to create....
    LOVE
    ART

    and to strive to embrace the environment--Causes
    Eddie and the band believe in.

    This letter is a beautiful beginning....
    but

    truly it is the spirit of the luminous universe that inspires...
    not the man himself (even yes a gorgeous noble and talented one)

    you are ACTUALLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE UNIVERSE
    and guess what

    wow wow wow

    THE UNIVERSE IS MADLY IN LOVE WITH JAIDRA :)


    as a tiny star to your tiny star,
    on behalf of the universe
    i whisper
    iloveyou

    and have a wonderful pearlescent day !~~~~~
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    Jaidra that was cool. Let it flow and don't be scared to share.
    Creation is good.
























































    sometimes i wish



































































    i lived in some poor remote village in INdia with no rAdio, so i could have never heard his voice.
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    could not agree more
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    Originally posted by Sound
    could not agree more

    why
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    if people
    didn't no about heaven
    there would be no hell

    no bad or good

    no worst or better
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    sound
    your mind reflects
    my saddness
    like a prism
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    i feel bad
    i wish i could change that reflection
    into joy
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    how could you feel bad.

    although you are heaven im sure

    you are not the heaven that teases me for which i speak.
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    i'm sorry i ruined for you with other man

    you did it for me too

    You are heaven
    so far away

    i'm in hell



    humble guy
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    Originally posted by Sound
    i'm sorry i ruined for you with other man

    you did it for me too

    You are heaven
    so far away

    i'm in hell



    humble guy

    well my dear
    since we are both in hell
    and its hot down here
    let's get naked and
    tell each other we are
    still alive
    and when you enter my
    world
    you will feel it between my lines
    and
    i will know
    you are
    scared too.
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    you made it happen

    my desires
    turned into love
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    your desires were turned into love
    does love not equal desire?
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    desire start things
    love comes next
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    Winding paths through tables and glass
    First fall was new
    Now watch the summer pass
    So close to you.

    Too late to keep the change,
    Too late to pay,
    No time to stay the same
    Too young to leave.

    No pass out sign on the door set me thinking
    Are waitresses paying the price of their winking?
    While stars sit in bars and decide what their drinking,
    They drop by to die 'cause it's faster than sinking.

    Too late to keep the change,
    Too late to pay,
    No time to stay the same
    Too late to keep the change,
    Too late to pay,
    No time to stay the same
    Too young to leave.

    Find out that now was the answer
    To answers that you gave later
    She did the things that we both did before, now,
    But who forgave her.

    If I could stand to see her crying
    I would tell her not to care.
    When she learns of all your lyin'
    Will she join you there?

    Country girl I think you're pretty,
    Got to make you understand,
    Have no lovers in the city,
    Let me be your country man.
    Got to make you understand.
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    .
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    Originally posted by NastAngels
    stop cybering...

    as if.
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    what is cybering?
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • Having sex without seeing or touching each other - it's a lot like phone sex except creepier - which is where this post went
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    Originally posted by Sound
    what is cybering?

    a better way to describe it would be to say
    - our oxygen levels are fogging up this nice girl's thread.
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    got it

    sorry
    sweety

    i couldn't control myself
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    Originally posted by Sound
    got it

    sorry
    sweety

    i couldn't control myself


    Don't.
    Why listen to a toaster Elf anyway?
    Gnomes are the only little ones to be trusted and whose to complain with all the spanking that goes on in this toaster oven.
  • JaidraJaidra Posts: 57
    Originally posted by BhagavadGita
    a better way to describe it would be to say
    - our oxygen levels are fogging up this nice girl's thread.

    I'm new here... think i'm going to have to do some more reading to understand the history between you two, but I'm glad I created an atmosphere in my thread, where you felt comfortable enough to uh... make yourselves at home. :)
  • nice letter...Pearl Jam has a way of touching people like that...
    ...It's only after disaster that we can be resurrected...
    it's only after you've lost everything ...that you are free to do anything....(Fight Club)

    ... I'll ride the wave...where it takes me....
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    Originally posted by Jaidra
    I'm new here... think i'm going to have to do some more reading to understand the history between you two, but I'm glad I created an atmosphere in my thread, where you felt comfortable enough to uh... make yourselves at home. :)

    Histronics is more like it!!!

    Welcome to your new home, but remember
    ....you'll have to get almost naked to come through this door.
  • SoundSound Posts: 579
    Originally posted by Jaidra
    I'm new here... think i'm going to have to do some more reading to understand the history between you two, but I'm glad I created an atmosphere in my thread, where you felt comfortable enough to uh... make yourselves at home. :)



    thanks J
    It was a dream, not a nightmare. A beautiful dream I could never imagined in a thousand nods. I saw this girl next to me, she wasn't beautiful until she smiled. And I felt that smile come at me in heat waves following. Soaking through my body and out my finger tips in shafts of color. And I knew somewhere in the world, somewhere, that there was love for me.

    Jim Carrol
  • JaidraJaidra Posts: 57
    Originally posted by cassia
    you are ACTUALLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE UNIVERSE
    and guess what

    wow wow wow

    THE UNIVERSE IS MADLY IN LOVE WITH JAIDRA :)

    So cassia, how does a girl like me go about helping the universe?

    I think I really would like to save the world.

    I loved superheroes growing up. Batman & Robin, GI Joe, hell even the Ghostbusters. I wanted to be strong and brave and able to protect anyone from anything.

    Why is it that I was tricked into feeling so vulnerable and weak - someone who worries that she won't even be able to protect her own family?

    Sometimes I wonder how I could imagine otherwise. This world allows tremendous tragedies to go unchecked. When child soldiers cut the hands off little girls on behalf of a political leader... I want to believe that it's all hopeless... because just thinking about it hurts.

    But my problem is, I'm stubborn. I can't seem to shake the adamant certainty that I can do anything I want to.

    I want to do some good for the universe.

    (Stoplight)

    I'm pretty sure that just knowing that will make a difference.

    I'm listening to a cover of Redemption Song while writing this...

    beautiful.
  • BhagavadGitaBhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    Originally posted by Jaidra

    When child soldiers cut the hands off little girls on behalf of a political leader... I want to believe that it's all hopeless... because just thinking about it hurts.


    go deep into the suffering is where i usually find the truth of my path.
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