lots of reading again...
20_layne_xien
Posts: 57
i got some more writing for you guys.
once again alot of it... go figure....
anyways tell me what you think...
here goes nothing...
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#1
never wake up
lying still
never want to get up
in the darkness all alone
gazing up into nothing
if i went blind right now
i wouldn't know the difference
it's all the same
in my nocturnal world
so silent so still
just the sound of night
and my own breathing
God how i wish that breathing would stop
keep staring and staring
looking for answers
looking for things i will never find
looking for ways out
loopholes in what is a sin
don't want to get charged
for what i can't help
i'll just lie here for a while
never planning to get up
just lie still and
never wake up
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#2
i want to forget today
erase it from my mind
but there's too much pain
it's haunting me again
why can't i misplace all this
send it back to where it came from
crush it all in angry fists
just make it all go away
the aftershock of my bad luck
is just too much for me to take
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#3
i'm the no name face that you all ignore
you'll smile, you'll stare, but none of you care
why do you treat me so differently
i feel like i've been shut out
left out in the cold
you treat me like dirt, i guess that's what i deserve
for not being the same, for not being like you
i make you sick you all say
i guess i'll just crawl away
i'll back away from this hand that slaps me down
the hand that is this town
how have i let you down?
no one knows...
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#4
hurry up and take your seat
i'll help and strap you in
now just stay calm and wait a while
for this electric show to begin
now you're in you cannot leave
you're gone without return
now just sit still and close your eyes
this will only burn
any last words
the lights go out but they are just begining
for you my hopeless friend
i hope you've had a happy ride
'cause this is where you end
(it's about the electric chair)
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#5
unknown face
i do not yet know the face
but i've dreamed of it
the face that draws attention from me
my saviour i can't see
i'm not yet who i want to be
but you help me see through that
you help me see through this fog
you help this black cloud die
a bright blue sky is now in sight
but will it stay there through the night
will i awake in my living hell
or on a brand new thrown
to rule this world unknown
and lead it to new life
i wake to see that i'm still here
and realize that the time is here
time to leave this hell to an unknown place
a place of happiness and an unknown face
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#6
braindead
all these machines are how i live
without them i wouldn't be here
i understand now that the end is near
turn off the machine and watch me stop breathing
unplug me, i'm braindead
no more quarters for the machine
no more time to spend
just pull the plug on this life
i won't awake from this sleep
over my head comes the sheet
unplug me, i'm braindead
i can hear your voice it's fading away
bright lights are growin' dim
arguing wether to let me go
what a sad position you are in
unplug me, i'm braindead
no more quarters for the machine
no more time to spend
just pull the plug on this life
i won't awake from this sleep
over my head comes the sheet
unplug me, i'm braindead
my blood ain't pumpin'
my skin's stone cold
tired eyes open, shut them please
i just need a hand to hold
unplug me, i'm braindead
unplugged
unplug me, i'm braindead
unplugged
i'm dead
i'm dead
i'm dead
i'm dead
braindead
braindead
braindead
braindead
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#7
*Mind Fuck*
my cup is always half empty
never is it half full
my path is half way done
not half begun
days are being wasted
not being wisely spent
i'll sell you my extra days
they begin tomarrow
just one question to ask
how much money can i borrow?
what will i spend my extra days cash on?
something to get me high?
something that makes me happy until the second i die?
sure, why not?
in the ways of cash i got alot
'cause i sold to you my extra days
i wasn't planning on using them anyway
20 bucks here
a hundred bucks there
thanks to you i can buy my share
buy my share of death
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okay that's all for now... not as depressing
as last time i hope... yeah anyways tell me
what you think....
~20_layne_xien
once again alot of it... go figure....
anyways tell me what you think...
here goes nothing...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#1
never wake up
lying still
never want to get up
in the darkness all alone
gazing up into nothing
if i went blind right now
i wouldn't know the difference
it's all the same
in my nocturnal world
so silent so still
just the sound of night
and my own breathing
God how i wish that breathing would stop
keep staring and staring
looking for answers
looking for things i will never find
looking for ways out
loopholes in what is a sin
don't want to get charged
for what i can't help
i'll just lie here for a while
never planning to get up
just lie still and
never wake up
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#2
i want to forget today
erase it from my mind
but there's too much pain
it's haunting me again
why can't i misplace all this
send it back to where it came from
crush it all in angry fists
just make it all go away
the aftershock of my bad luck
is just too much for me to take
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#3
i'm the no name face that you all ignore
you'll smile, you'll stare, but none of you care
why do you treat me so differently
i feel like i've been shut out
left out in the cold
you treat me like dirt, i guess that's what i deserve
for not being the same, for not being like you
i make you sick you all say
i guess i'll just crawl away
i'll back away from this hand that slaps me down
the hand that is this town
how have i let you down?
no one knows...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#4
hurry up and take your seat
i'll help and strap you in
now just stay calm and wait a while
for this electric show to begin
now you're in you cannot leave
you're gone without return
now just sit still and close your eyes
this will only burn
any last words
the lights go out but they are just begining
for you my hopeless friend
i hope you've had a happy ride
'cause this is where you end
(it's about the electric chair)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#5
unknown face
i do not yet know the face
but i've dreamed of it
the face that draws attention from me
my saviour i can't see
i'm not yet who i want to be
but you help me see through that
you help me see through this fog
you help this black cloud die
a bright blue sky is now in sight
but will it stay there through the night
will i awake in my living hell
or on a brand new thrown
to rule this world unknown
and lead it to new life
i wake to see that i'm still here
and realize that the time is here
time to leave this hell to an unknown place
a place of happiness and an unknown face
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#6
braindead
all these machines are how i live
without them i wouldn't be here
i understand now that the end is near
turn off the machine and watch me stop breathing
unplug me, i'm braindead
no more quarters for the machine
no more time to spend
just pull the plug on this life
i won't awake from this sleep
over my head comes the sheet
unplug me, i'm braindead
i can hear your voice it's fading away
bright lights are growin' dim
arguing wether to let me go
what a sad position you are in
unplug me, i'm braindead
no more quarters for the machine
no more time to spend
just pull the plug on this life
i won't awake from this sleep
over my head comes the sheet
unplug me, i'm braindead
my blood ain't pumpin'
my skin's stone cold
tired eyes open, shut them please
i just need a hand to hold
unplug me, i'm braindead
unplugged
unplug me, i'm braindead
unplugged
i'm dead
i'm dead
i'm dead
i'm dead
braindead
braindead
braindead
braindead
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#7
*Mind Fuck*
my cup is always half empty
never is it half full
my path is half way done
not half begun
days are being wasted
not being wisely spent
i'll sell you my extra days
they begin tomarrow
just one question to ask
how much money can i borrow?
what will i spend my extra days cash on?
something to get me high?
something that makes me happy until the second i die?
sure, why not?
in the ways of cash i got alot
'cause i sold to you my extra days
i wasn't planning on using them anyway
20 bucks here
a hundred bucks there
thanks to you i can buy my share
buy my share of death
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okay that's all for now... not as depressing
as last time i hope... yeah anyways tell me
what you think....
~20_layne_xien
...time is never wasted when you're wasted all the time...
"breathe, breathe in the air...don't be afraid to care...leave but don't leave me...look around and choose your own ground...for long you live and high you fly...and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry...and all you touch and all you see...is all your life will ever be..."
"breathe, breathe in the air...don't be afraid to care...leave but don't leave me...look around and choose your own ground...for long you live and high you fly...and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry...and all you touch and all you see...is all your life will ever be..."
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"breathe, breathe in the air...don't be afraid to care...leave but don't leave me...look around and choose your own ground...for long you live and high you fly...and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry...and all you touch and all you see...is all your life will ever be..."
this all sounds VERY reliable
"breathe, breathe in the air...don't be afraid to care...leave but don't leave me...look around and choose your own ground...for long you live and high you fly...and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry...and all you touch and all you see...is all your life will ever be..."
The Sun will rise tomorrow
Wind will blow somewhere on november 15, 2005
A person will say something on friday
the world will end on December 20, 2012
"breathe, breathe in the air...don't be afraid to care...leave but don't leave me...look around and choose your own ground...for long you live and high you fly...and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry...and all you touch and all you see...is all your life will ever be..."
"breathe, breathe in the air...don't be afraid to care...leave but don't leave me...look around and choose your own ground...for long you live and high you fly...and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry...and all you touch and all you see...is all your life will ever be..."