trial and error

Obi Once

trial and error
circles in time
evolution of love

i surrender myself
naked around you
worlds of bliss

ignorance in smiles
longing for security
emptyness in ourselves

and as i lay here
broken on the floor
I know for sure
I'll be back here again

trial and error
cirlces in time
evolution of love

Obi Once

every drink served on this globe
cannot open the hurt i feel inside
love and lose is better than not having loved at all?

Im having doubts..
this sadness aches to much
more than I can handle.

I love you and guess I always will
but you dont love me, not like i love you
and likely never will..

the grief I feel can only be mine
haunting me from here to the end of time
unshared, lonely, unloved, dried out

floating on a sea of tears
slowly drifting away from what was us
sharing, happy, loving, full of joy


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Now im gonna stop whining and have a good time.