If I Only Had a Heart

FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
edited August 2005 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
I would waste too many hours
conversing with those showers
of internetting farts
I'd write reams of dodgy poesy
singing "Oh me lone and woe -sy"
If I only had a heart

I would write of my verruca
and the joys of playing soccer
and the day I cut my chin
I'd be counting all my scratches
I'd be lighting all your matches
If I had a heart within

But IIIIIIIIIIIIIII'm a sarky whore
I'm sure you knew that long before
With a heart perhaps I'd fill your silly core:
Write what you like, and write some more

I would play the great messiah
But my name is just McGuire
so I'll write what's cold and real
and what's hot I'll give my lover
and we'll keep it undercover
And so keep my cool appeal.

:D
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  • AliAli Posts: 2,621
    Oh finns...I could just picture you hanging out on the streetcorner whoring yourself too!!!WHAT A SIGHT!
    I'm left to write my varied poems....all for your whoriness....;)
    A whisper and a thrill
    A whisper and a chill
    adv2005

    "Why do I bother?"
    The 11th Commandment.
    "Whatever"

    PETITION TO STOP THE BAN OF SMOKING IN BARS IN THE UNITED STATES....Anyone?
  • the other Irish curse that nobody speaks of...
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Funny how 'whore' has different connotations depending on context. Over here it could just mean a degraded rascal rather than a prostitute. Anyway, I dinnae give a shite.
  • AliAli Posts: 2,621
    Funny how 'whore' has different connotations depending on context. Over here it could just mean a degraded rascal rather than a prostitute. Anyway, I dinnae give a shite.
    WEll...I'd rather bebloodied in England than here in the states.

    And that would make me a whore.

    ;)
    A whisper and a thrill
    A whisper and a chill
    adv2005

    "Why do I bother?"
    The 11th Commandment.
    "Whatever"

    PETITION TO STOP THE BAN OF SMOKING IN BARS IN THE UNITED STATES....Anyone?
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    I would waste too many hours
    conversing with those showers
    of internetting farts
    I'd write reams of dodgy poesy
    singing "Oh me lone and woe -sy"
    If I only had a heart

    I would write of my verruca
    and the joys of playing soccer
    and the day I cut my chin
    I'd be counting all my scratches
    I'd be lighting all your matches
    If I had a heart within

    But IIIIIIIIIIIIIII'm a sarky whore
    I'm sure you knew that long before
    With a heart perhaps I'd fill your silly core:
    Write what you like, and write some more

    I would play the great messiah
    But my name is just McGuire
    so I'll write what's cold and real
    and what's hot I'll give my lover
    and we'll keep it undercover
    And so keep my cool appeal.

    spite coupled with extreme pride, is an under-rated emotion
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Not spite or anything extreme. Just a little sardonic humour: tongue-in-cheek and actually self-ironising. ;)
  • I found it quite comical! :)
    Forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in. - Leonard Cohen
  • SquidgeSquidge Posts: 145
    That is pretty deep stuff Finsbury............
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    quite close to it, yes?
    quite


    I remember what writing poetry was like before 126 people read what i'd done. It is, for many, just telling SOMEONE how their day went. Or how their life is. And glory be... someone's listening? It's drunkifying in our personal hells. Our isolations.
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    oh, and i do realize that i'm a presumptive bitch
    always a problem of mine, lol


    sorry
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    PastaNazi wrote:
    quite close to it, yes?
    quite


    I remember what writing poetry was like before 126 people read what i'd done. It is, for many, just telling SOMEONE how their day went. Or how their life is. And glory be... someone's listening? It's drunkifying in our personal hells. Our isolations.

    Yes. I'm sure it serves a purpose.
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    I've been thinking of this poem recently in the wake of the flood of war, of history, and the earth's violence.

    September 1, 1939
    By WH Auden


    I sit in one of the dives
    Of Fifty-Second Street
    Uncertain and afraid
    As the clever hopes expire
    Of a low, dishonest decade:
    Waves of anger and fear
    Circulate over the bright
    And darkened lands of the earth,
    Obsessing our private lives;
    The unmentionable odour of death
    Offends the September night.


    Accurate scholarship can
    Unearth the whole offence
    From Luther until now
    That has driven a culture mad,
    Find what occurred at Linz,
    What huge imago made
    A psychopathic god:
    I and the public know
    What all schoolchildren learn,
    Those to whom evil is done
    Do evil in return.


    Exiled Thucydides knew
    All that a speech can say
    About Democracy,
    And what dictators do,
    The elderly rubbish they talk,
    To an apathetic grave;
    Analysed all in his book,
    The enlightenment driven away,
    The habit-forming pain,
    Mismanagement and grief:
    We must suffer them all again.


    Into this neutral air
    Where blind skyscrapers use
    Their full height to proclaim
    The strength of Collective Man,
    Each language pours its vain
    Competitive excuse:
    But who can live for long
    In an euphoric dream;
    Out of the mirror they stare,
    Imperialism's face
    And the international wrong.


    Faces along the bar
    Cling to their average day:
    The lights must never go out,
    The music must always play,
    All the conventions conspire&
    To make this fort assume
    The furniture of home;
    Lest we should see where we are,
    Lost in a haunted wood,
    Children afraid of the night
    Who have never been happy or good.


    The windiest militant trash;
    Important Persons shout
    Is not so crude as our wish:
    What mad Nijinsky wrote
    About Diaghilev
    Is true of the normal heart;
    For the error bred in the bone
    Of each woman and each man
    Craves what it cannot have,
    Not universal love
    But to be loved alone.


    From the conservative dark
    Into the ethical life
    The dense commuters come,
    Repeating their morning vow,
    "I will be true to the wife,
    I'll concentrate more on my work,''
    And helpless governors wake
    To resume their compulsory game:
    Who can release them now,
    Who can reach the deaf,
    Who can speak for the dumb?


    All I have is a voice
    To undo the folded lie,
    The romantic lie in the brain
    Of the sensual man-in-the-street
    And the lie of Authority
    Whose buildings grope the sky:
    There is no such thing as the State
    And no one exists alone;
    Hunger allows no choice
    To the citizen or the police;
    We must love one another or die.


    Defenceless under the night
    Our world in stupor lies;
    Yet, dotted everywhere,
    Ironic points of light
    Flash out wherever the Just
    Exchange their messages:
    May I, composed like them
    Of Eros and of dust,
    Beleaguered by the same
    Negation and despair,
    Show an affirming flame.
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    Yes. I'm sure it serves a purpose.

    Is it in Brave New World, or in 1984, where the government gets suspicious if people don't run both their radios and their TV's at the same time? Not that I believe the government has their shit together enough to actualize a social experiment of this magnitude... but, you know... if you feed and support isolation, you can pretty much guarantee folks will need beyond need to be a part of something. The government may not have initialized the experiment, but to be certain, there is much data to collect and interpret.


    and... waxing in another direction, completely...


    I hypothesize that the evolution of our species will primarily follow communicative paths. That is to say, our communicative ability will increase and therefore, our collective intelligence. I think this internet business is an important step along that way, because it transcends all that non-verbal stuff that can be so hard to read, and so easy to ignore most of the time. It's like a "line-in" to our brains ~ without any real social accountability. Which, overall, might not increase our empathy ~ but it is at least an expansion.

    So yeah. Those are some greater purposes, imo.

    what do you think?
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    oh damn...

    my little flame

    so much hope in such a small small thing



    can't we just make a war for love?
    beat it's necessity into all the bastards heads?


    (kidding... kidding... lol. nice poem. glad to have read it)
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    PastaNazi wrote:
    Is it in Brave New World, or in 1984, where the government gets suspicious if people don't run both their radios and their TV's at the same time? Not that I believe the government has their shit together enough to actualize a social experiment of this magnitude... but, you know... if you feed and support isolation, you can pretty much guarantee folks will need beyond need to be a part of something. The government may not have initialized the experiment, but to be certain, there is much data to collect and interpret.


    Um, I think people need to get on the streets where whispers don't need peerguardian. :)

    PastaNazi wrote:
    and... waxing in another direction, completely...


    I hypothesize that the evolution of our species will primarily follow communicative paths. That is to say, our communicative ability will increase and therefore, our collective intelligence. I think this internet business is an important step along that way, because it transcends all that non-verbal stuff that can be so hard to read, and so easy to ignore most of the time. It's like a "line-in" to our brains ~ without any real social accountability. Which, overall, might not increase our empathy ~ but it is at least an expansion.

    So yeah. Those are some greater purposes, imo.

    what do you think?

    God, I hope not. I don't naturalise the evolution of technological culture as an exact science: more of a social psychopathology. That doesn't mean I'm not willingly complicit in this though. But as for the future? We'd all be solipsists virtually circle jerking to the strains of solitariness. Maybe I'm getting suspicious of the Internet these days. The revolution will not be televised, neither will it happen through ethernet cables.

    You have to understand I'm a benign antagonist. I mean to press buttons but to a good end. I'm just getting responses and hopefully provoking good debate about art, society and expression. Thanks for replying.
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    :D Pasta, I just had this really scary dystopian vision of lots of little cryogenic brains in pots rigged up to some great mother Whinge-a-tron!!! God, is that the future? :eek:

    :D
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    I agree, completely.
    Peer-guardian comes with our social packaging, and not as some additional softward to install that blankets everyone, regardless of heart or experience.

    And you can get far closer to enlightenment when you get your head out of your own butt! Hard to do sitting at the PC... speaking for me, of course.

    As for that other stuff? It's sci-fi. Any hope I might have for the human race is ruined by time and a body's limitation. I still need to read those articles you put up in that other thread about time-space... but fuggit... we're doomed.

    :)
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    And what happens when the power cables go down and the president doesn't give a shit because he's too busy playing golf? It's time to use those Alanis moanfest albums as frisbies! ;)
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    :D Pasta, I just had this really scary dystopian vision of lots of little cryogenic brains in pots rigged up to some great mother Whinge-a-tron!!! God, is that the future? :eek:

    :D
    lol...

    ever watch star trek?

    "I bid 40 quatlooms"...


    nah...

    god, i hope we don't lose our bodies. i've occasion to enjoy mine immensely, from time to time. what'd be the f'n point without that?

    :eek:, indeed
  • DopeBeastieDopeBeastie Posts: 2,513
    And what happens when the power cables go down and the president doesn't give a shit because he's too busy playing golf? It's time to use those Alanis moanfest albums as frisbies! ;)


    i'd DIE without music

    i'd also die if the only music i had was performed by miss morrisette, but jeeze... i'd friggin die...

    thank god i've got an accoustic guitar


    gotta get

    ciaocito
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Okay. Take care. :D
  • The internet has increased contact...not communication. Communication suffers everytime we speak at a distance, some of the most beautiful art can be seen from the letters poets and writers wrote to each other, basically because it was a way of one-upping each other, but that isn't how they'd speak to each other. Once you take the human element out of communicating, the entire process suffers. Online conversations might as well be morse code, all of the gestures, tones, insinuations, eye contact or not eye contact, that's as big a part of communicating as the words themselves. How many times have you read poems or posts on here and spent half the time thinking more about what the person looks like at their computer and what their surroundings are like than what's actually written in front of you?
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    You know, I'd love for the Internet to be this wonderful meeting point for myths, views, consciousnesses. This big evolving hypertext. A myth kitty, a repository, a collective conscious and unconscious. A Jungian paradise. This blob of empathy and sympathy. Sheet, I'm a hippy in many ways. But there are limitations to the scope of this tool as a way of seemingly bringing people's hearts together. Oh, individuals can connect their deeper feelings and shared interests online, they do all the time and I know that from personal experience. But can everybody on a global level morph into one better being or Mind, one thriving cultural consciousness and all the rest of that stuff?

    I'm thinking that we often use the metaphor of an organism to describe the fluid, pulsing, evolving nature of the Internet. Do we forget that this is a figurative view of the Internet? Do we think that our real flesh and blood makes up the beast, when the beast is only a way of homogenising a set of much more random and chaotic interactions and activities? Have we as a technological society gone a bit bonkers in overestimating the powers of an online community?

    :)
  • brain of cbrain of c Posts: 5,213
    i think i broke my brain.
  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    I would never surf the ether
    nor eat Walmart burgers neither
    nor go shirtless in the rain
    I would rise and dig my garden
    and ignore my morning h___on
    if I only had a brain

    :D
  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    my bad Fins....I always jump to conclusions about things, which is not very conducive to friendships.....my ex is always having to calm me down, because I've imagined some kind of slight......the burden of being a Cancer, or just my own stupidity.....guess we'll never know....heheheheh
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
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