The Baby

Ali

This month marks
the birth of your conception-
before the hospital
took you away
and killed you.
Do you remember your Daddy?
He's a real good cop now.
I wonder how he feels now
that when I was
alone and pregnant with his baby
and he refused my call
and his new girlfriend called my house to harass me
saying,
"Tell her not to call here anymore"...
Do you think the hospital has a conscience
giving me the ultimatum,
HAVE THE BABY AND LIVE IN A BIPOLAR HOME
OR
HAVE AN ABORTION....
tHANK YOU Dr. AMIN.
And thank you to those that killed my baby this month in March 1996.

this ones for you GOd and for the helpless
and for my two babies.
And a special thank you to pearl jam,
their support on planned parenthood they posted on http://www.pearljam.com
and to Piss Pot and Terpiscore....


alli 2/20/06

I love you all.

Ali

You killed a defenseless baby.
Do you deserve to die?
You killed my brethren.
Do you see the tear in my eye?
You killed me.
Do you ask why?

Will you repent of your sins,
or continue to lie?
Do you question what happens to you when YOU die?
Did you ever read the good word?
Are you satisfied with one night stands?
Do you enjoy declaring violence?

WILL YOU LIKE THE FIRES OF HELL BURNING APART YOUR SKIN?

Being Enlightened

Very personal and passionate, Ali. {{{{Ali}}}} Love you too and hoping big time that you're okay. I like that you have gotten it all out to the page but I hope that in doing so, it's giving you a sense of peace within yourself. Please don't beat yourself up over the past--forgive yourself (and even those involved in the bad times, if that will help you get past it) and move on to bigger and better things!!!

And hey, speaking of bigger & better things---how did the play go, girl?

EvilToasterElf

I wish I could offer anything, except to say that sometimes when confronted with a dark space, all you can offer it is your silence and contemplation. You have both from me.