My first true Love death tail

Ali

Robin liked him.
Kissed him,
made out or something.
She's quite the hottie too.
They didnt quite hit it off.
But,
When I saw HIm and He saw me,
sparks flew.
And this was way before the stint at Elaines Dinner Theatre,
or the Board here,
with some of the knife yielding psychos,
ya know Spags?:)
But,
he worked at the Shell.
Yea,
the gas station.
Long blonde hair.
A smile to die for.
And that's exactly what I said to Him,
through my proverbial body movements.
I remember Him saying something like,exactly-verbatim,
"This lady tippped me five bucks for pumping her gas..."
and I was like,
"I'll tip you even more,my love..."
So,
we hung out at Cooks Beach,
endless bonfires and bottles of Maddog,
Todd's hair a little longer than Ackley's.
Then,
the nights at the trailers,
the little vacation homes,
where asshole wenches wouldn't even tread,...
and I snuck out the escape hatch to go see HIm and Jess
and the girls at the party,
twice.
I couldn't take my eyes off HIm.
The next night,
we lay,
arms around each other...
"Come on Baby...",he said....
As I reluctantly decided to be the angel.
And he respected me for that.
The memorial day party with Steve and Wazz
and every South Jersey band you can think about....Hydeaway.....
maybe you and Thompson understand npow ,Ed....
but,
I went crazy when he left for school.
A HIstory teacher,
like his Dad-a teacher...
Black.
Looking everywhere for him,
years after,
until the crash.
Last Kiss.

When I found out he died,
no one told me.
I just knew why God was driving me around to Florida U
every two months.
Six months ago,
my friends told me....
but,
I knew.
I cry a new set of tears everyday.
I look at the obituary at T's house,
and I see HIm smiling in the picture,
just for me.
I wouldve married Him.
But how many people stood in the way?

I had a dream about HIm,....
We were in Heaven,and I was all over HIm and He was just smiling...
And dreams of you,Spags,and stoney,...God lets me know;)
But, I must forever admit,
I will always be HIs,
because everytime my eyes acknowledge another man's prescence,
bad things happen.
He's an angel now.
A long haired,white-shirted,short wearing, loving and compassionate man...
And I love HIm just as much as I have then, as I do now.
And the only thing I'll have going for me,
is my nights alone with HIm.

So read it all.
And say a prayer,
and don't cry for me,Spaghetti and Stoney,I'll always be there for you...
I'm a scream away....



all of my love,

allison

likepilateihaveadog

Bravo.
Tough subject matter...but the style is fantastic...just flowing and weaving. Good pacing - it reads well.
I hope this helped you.

It helped me.

jamjam

Another great one from you, Ali.
It's good to see you back.

Ali

Thanks jam and Pilate.....

I love you very much,
and I love the person I wrote this about,
His family,
and His significant other,....

its all for them,

and you(s),

if you need me,
just reach out to me,
and I'm there.

They say dreams are dreams,
and visions are visions.
So he comes to me still.
And God takes me to the gravesites.

I wish you peace.....