tis monster hour and thoughts come unbiddened

catefrances

an empty house
reverberates with a silence so loud
where is he?
he should be here
but he is not
it has become too difficult for him
as she knew it would
and so she fills her life with stupid men
she uses them she knows that. they do not
she would give her entire being
for him to be by her side
and in fact she already has
she drains the glass and laments its emptiness
it mirrors her existence and it does not please her
she hates who she has become
and that she can not be rid of it
she tries but it does not work
she know one way but she resists it
against infinite weight she resists
she screams at herself
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
but she does not know
she may never know
but she knows him
and it pains her so