as always

catefrances

she drinks
she cries
she wonders why he left her like he did
the anger in his voice surprised her
didnt know what she'd done wrong
she was coping with the severance
her actions an innocent query
asked him how he was
surely that can't be it
he lashed out
bruised her heart
she bit back
so angry
cornered
what was she to do
trying to convince himself
cause he never would convince her
yet she took him at his word
she could give him that
there was nothing else he would take
she missed him so
the ease between them
turned to regret and uncertainty
she tried to get past it
for him alone she tried so hard
her soul still cried for him
too much alcohol bled her dry
loosened the restraint she'd built up
no protection, too tired to even care
the hate she wanted to feel wouldn't come
and she knew
she knew it never would.

catefrances

*thou shalt not post drunken rants*