heartsick

catefrances

breathing long breathing deep just to get through
the silence that constricts my soul and leaves me deep in it
i don't think i have the strength nor the time i need
my patience tested to breaking and i wonder what i have
i need distractions just to live and i'm not getting any at all
i slowly realise yet keep on fooling myself cause i don't have a thing
i thought i'd found a pathway clear
i thought i could see the light
but now i see the tears i cry are hiding everything
i chastise myself for the foolishness your absence has made me feel
i need you close i need you here but i don't have anything
you told me that you needed time and space to clear your head
my mind is slowly dying while you figure out what it is you need
every new dawn is like the last one as i drag my body through
a life i don't think i can live. my mind is so so tired and my resolve is at an end
so if one day you can't find me remember the words i said
and that it would've taken only one from you to keep me bound to here

DopeBeastie

lovely resolution...