bearing down on me...

catefrances

all this talking
nothing is going right
i think ill wander
until the mornings light
there is nothing i can say
all my words fall hard
straight down
reach out to me
as i fade out
of view

this decline of mine
is nothing compared
to whats been done before
cant you see me
don’t i matter
to you arent i
much of anything at all

flat packed against the winter sun
i cant feel whats been denied
anymore.... im gone
every little thing is broken down
every time that youre around
when will it be enough
when will you lose yourself
like ive done myself
in you ive seen

all this thinking
that i constantly do
has my mind crumbling
into dust i tread upon
reach out before im gone
as i fade from view
cant seem to regulate
what keeps me here
i cant recall
in me
fade out
a nightmare's dream