the one

catefrances

i am the one you do not want
i am the one you can not love
i am the one you do not want to be near
i will grab a hold of your heart
and squeeze it hard until it aches
i will turn your head so hard
your neck will break
i do not want you by my side
it's not like you'd enjoy the ride
i am the one who does not need you
i am the one who sees right through you
i am the one that if there is a hell
i'm going
and i'll see you there too
i will do things without thinking
i will say things without caring
you will not want to be beside me
but you choose not to deny me
you stand so close
you'll catch what i have
in a different time
a different place
a come on
but here
with me
you could catch your death
i am the one who will tear the skin from your bones
leave your soul exposed
you struggling to breathe
i am the one you do not want
i am the one you cannot love
i am the one you do not want to be near
i am the one you cannot leave.

justam

What made you so angry??

catefrances

do you think someone needs something to make them angry?????

justam

catefrances wrote:

do you think someone needs something to make them angry?????

Well, yes. Usually anger is caused by something that has happened or by a feeling that someone has caused. Anyway, I think so... :(

catefrances

sometimes it's internal.
frustration can lead to anger. as can a feeling of hopelessness.

but in my case i am just an angry person who doesn't usually tolerate other people. i don't like them. i'm a difficult person to live with and that fact and the inadequacies i sometimes feel because of that piss me off no end. then there's the part of me that figures why should i have to tolerate other people. why do i have to present some facade to the world when i don't feel like doing that.

justam

Oh, I see. You're right about anger being internally generated sometimes. I've seen that before. :(

I hope you feel okay in a while.

(Or not, if you prefer the isolation.)