arizona death star

catefrances

i heard today a friend died
and my heart fell from my chest
i thought that i could be strong
i thought time would be my test
but his woman comes to me
and she breaks my heart in two
i cant tell her what im feeling
and i dont think i ever could
i tell her what i think would get me through
and i doubt thats its enough
the devastation that she feels makes me impotent.
so i sit here with my booze and will her to be well
the tears they fall... and im not quite sure if
they are for her... for him... or me.
i want her to be strong cause
it is something i find so difficult to be.
all the trite words that fall from my lips are just that
and i know she wishes she was dead
in times like these we just dont know
how it is we're suppose to react
are we suppose to fold?
suppose to be a rock?
or be ourselves for those who've lost?

romybian

:(
I'm sorry for your loss.
B strong.

justam

I think crying is usually helpful. Maybe hiding out for a few days if you can. :(

reeferchief

:( I hope you are well cate just came to wish you the best for your upcoming birthday, hope all is well with you.

Jeanie

Thanks cate, thanks for everything.

chadwick

That's very touching Cate.
Thank you Cate for sharing this with us.

(Jeanie, you are a wonderful person).