you

catefrances

well i saw you yesterday
and my heart just skipped a beat
then you turned and walked away
and the ground moved beneath my feet
didn't think it'd be so hard
though i kinda thought it would be
all the voices in my head
swirled around inside to warn me
it never would have been the same
if a second chance was given
all that was wrong before
no way could ever remain hidden
so i let you walk away
i just stood and watched you go
and i lived another day
with the pain inside my heart
but every day that goes by
the strength within me grows
and i know i'm gonna make it
but still i wonder why
why it was you chose to leave me
but it's alright and i'm okay
and i know the price i have to pay
is all the memories i hold
all my memories true to you.

Jamal

Living in a world of pain
feeds a strength inside the brain
at cost of all the feelings there
eventually you'll have a pair

(pair = a pair of balls, if it wasn't all that obvious)

With some people, I guess, that strength is called indifference.
So sad.