dear henry,

catefrances

so what would you do henry,if the conclusions you came to were wrong? what if all those minutes you and your mind spend getting ready preparing yourself for a let down were wasted? what if i never pushed you away? what if that was never my intent? would you do something to try to get me to push you away? would that make you happy? well as happy as you can be you miserable bastard. would that satisfy you warped sense of relationships? is that how it was with your parents? don't you think you want a relationship with me ? with anybody? don't you think you need me? no? i don't think i need you either. but i want you. i want you to be there when i have a need for you. late at night in the darkness when i reach out and touch your warm skin. when i feel the breath rising in your chest and it escape your lips. when i rest my ear above your heart and hear your life's beat. you think you''re so controlled that you need nothing. i don't know who's more pathetic. you for feeling the way you do. or me for wanting you regardless. if you think that i'll let you down henry, then you'd better leave now before you let yourself down.

regards.