hoops

catefrances

jumping through hoops
a battle of wills
stubborn
egomaniacal
there's always a test
for acceptance
for loyalty
to prove their worth
or yours?
low self esteem
or none at all
it's near enough
abandonment
always there
can't let go
but won't hold on long enough
to know
to be wanted
to be loved
but why
and if you are
the wonder is there
how could they
when you don't even
think enough of yourself.