trapped
catefrances
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Like a moth trapped in a lampshade
My emotions torn to shreds
I wait for you with a patience
I never knew I had
When the world around me falls away
And leaves a silence too big for only me to fill
I reach out for you
but you’re not there
you can’t seem to make the break
it’s excuses only that leave your lips
so alone I sit in my hall of mirrors
a life created within my own mind
waiting for my reality to start
but like that moth trapped in the lampshade
I’ve become a creature destined to die alone.
My emotions torn to shreds
I wait for you with a patience
I never knew I had
When the world around me falls away
And leaves a silence too big for only me to fill
I reach out for you
but you’re not there
you can’t seem to make the break
it’s excuses only that leave your lips
so alone I sit in my hall of mirrors
a life created within my own mind
waiting for my reality to start
but like that moth trapped in the lampshade
I’ve become a creature destined to die alone.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
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and explore the world
waiting, waiting for your touch
for if you never reach out
nothing will pull you out
life can be cruel
when survival is the game
so take a step
you won't regret
all will fall sometime
it's those that get back up and move on
who survive and live
so give what your heart soul can give
and what love you give
will come back in bundles
cuddling you to go on and live
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take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
yes I know
but look inside
and see who's got the key
to untie the knots
and set you free
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take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
hold the ties that bind us
yet is only our agreement
that those ties have the power to do so
The only reason anything can hurt one
is because we have either hurt another
or somehow have agreed to be the effect of another
The key is be CAUSE, not effect of the universe
we each have our own world
and can be control of that, yet it's fun to just let it ride
yet if we're not careful, turns to suicide
Take back control, be cause, not effect
It's easier said than done
but that's what has to be
to be free
and be, yourself
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take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
What I am saying is this. Only you, have the power to control your own fate, your own destiny, your own feelings, your own life.
If anyone, and I mean anyone has exerted their control over all these aspects of your world, only you have the power to take back that control.
The highest purpose in the universe is the creation of an effect. That's a simple yet abstract concept I know but an absolute truth. And many many people unwittingly or unknowingly agree to be the effect of someone one else, and thereby release control of their own world.
The answer truly is, is to slowly, baby steps if you have to, take back control, by being Cause. By that I mean have good intentions, good thoughts, express good words, and do good deeds.Negative things and negativeness tend to boomerang and implode on one.
Be Good Cause by having good positive intentions, no matter how much you may want to do otherwise, and you will create good things.
Again, easier said than done, yet the only way thru a mess, is to go straight thru it without deviation. Confront it head-on and will see the light at the end of any tunnel.
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Nothing's quite what it seems in the city of dreams.
(Wolfmother)
~~~~~~~~~~~~
Grand Rapids 2006
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Roses are yellow
I am going to live to 100
How about u?
Nothing's quite what it seems in the city of dreams.
(Wolfmother)
~~~~~~~~~~~~
Grand Rapids 2006
i think you may be right. i think my strength will come in letting him go. fuck knows i couldn't feel any worse that i do right now.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You leave a person
and you also leave you.
No more poetry, though, Cate. I'll speak to you true.
I had 10 years of fireworks and stars and stripes and bruises with a man I thought loved me. In his own way, he did. In my own way, I loved him too. But I was running away from myself as much as I was running away from him, when I finally left.
I'm still finding myself. But I find that, what I do find, is an old sweet familiar friend who went through a lot of pain, and still managed to keep the best of herself to herself....for herself.
I hope this helps. Peace,
Bu
wow, I really enoyed this
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
I really feel for you with this read...I have been there, it really hurts to let go...sometimes you have to and things go alot different than you thought they would...I have found though that if the situation is "right" and it is meant to be, even in time, it will be...sometimes change is the only thing that helps...and if the situation is "wrong" and bad for you, you have saved even more grief than you would encounter hanging on...remember - you can't change anyone else, only yourself...good luck to you, I pray that you find much love and peace
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!