thoughts falling like rain #1

catefrances

they say absence makes the heart grow fonder
and while i believe this to be true
total absence just makes my heart grow colder
you turned away and then you returned
and now youre just not around
the silence in your wake deafening
what the hell were you thinking
or is it that you weren't thinking at all

catefrances

remember when i told you you were the best thing for me?
well now i think youre the worst thing for me
now i realise how deluded my mind had become
but still, you know i meant every word i said
and you know i would have backed it up with actions
not ever taking a backward step
not ever hesitating
cause i never did
not ever even doubting what it was i felt until...
...well... until now.

catefrances

drinking red wine and listening to melancholic songs
the late night turns into the next day
and the grass is still wet from the rainstorms
my head is full of thoughts of you
i remember your touch and the rise and fall of your breaths
i remember how you always knew how to do it just right
i'd melt beneath you and shudder to think of ways to stay clean
you were always there with me even when you weren't
and now i just can't find you anywhere